No More Am I the Luna Devoted to You

For six cycles, Aldric Wolfsbane devoted himself to prove I was the center of his universe. His devotion bordered on obsession and for a while, I truly believed I meant the world to him. He treasured me in ways I once thought would last through countless moon cycles.

But those countless moon cycles crumbled far too soon. Four cycles into our mating bond, Aldric betrayed me. He wandered and the cruellest truth was that every wolf in the pack territories seemed to know. Every wolf except me.

That was the moment I decided to wipe away the Luna I used to be.

Luna, are you completely sure you wish to dissolve your identity seal? Your pack mark, travel sigils, everything? the registry keeper asked, her voice trembling.

If you ever wish to reclaim them, it will be nearly impossible. It will be as though you never existed in any kingdom.

Her warning hung heavily in the air, yet I didnt waver. I slid the parchment across the stone counter with unwavering hands.

Thats exactly why Im doing it, I murmured. I need to vanish to begin again.

I knew Aldric better than anyone. The Alpha who once adored me would never stop hunting my scent unless I ensured there was nothing left for him to trace.

So I would strip away every fragment of the life he thought he possessedevery clue, every memoryand wipe them out completely.

I would ensure he could never chase me again, leaving him to drown in the chaos he created.

For my final act, I left him a parting gift.

A neatly tied box containing our bond severance, delivered on the night that would have marked our fourth bond anniversary. Inside sat a simple note: [May your new Luna bring you joy.]

By the time Aldric unwrapped it, I was already gone. I was no longer Seraphina Greyclawno longer his Luna and he was chasing nothing more than the remnants of a ghost.

Since erasing my identity required a full lunar week, I trudged home with a weary sigh.

However, as I reached the dens entrance, I sensed Aldric inside. He approached with that radiant smile, brushed a kiss across my forehead and pulled me into a tight embrace.

His scent, warm, earthy, unmistakably hishit me first. But beneath it lingered another scent, floral, sweet and sharp like thistle. Not mine.

Something within me cracked, a quiet crack beneath my ribs.

Where did you run off to? And why are you getting back later than I did? he asked lightly and tears pricked at my eyes before I could stop them.

In four cycles together, he had never needed to question my whereabouts. I had always been the obedient mate, staying within our territory, keeping his world stable and clean.

In contrast with the young version of me, who loved roaming the forests to escape the suffocating ache of my broken upbringing. The reason I had always sworn never to bind myself to anyone.

Too bad, Aldric had never understood. He never realized why I made him wait two full cycles before accepting his courtship.

It was not because I lacked feelings for him. It was because I was terrified of giving my heart only to have him crush it.

And still, after four cycles spent loving him, trusting him and weaving our lives together, he broke our bond with such ease, such thoughtlessness. As if the cycles I devoted to him held no value at all.

It hit me thenAldric had been returning later and later, blaming his delays on endless tasks. The classic lie in the book for a mate hiding another she-wolf.

And Mirael Ashmoon, his Beta, was far more than a simple another she-wolf.

In that afternoon, I had planned to give him a surprise, stirring his favorite moon-herb stew and expecting that familiar, tender smile.

Instead, I was the one got a surprise, watching him and Mirael tangled in a heated kiss as the runstone lift doors glided open.

He had her pinned against the engraved wall, his back to me.

They didnt even flinch when I stepped into the runestone lift, nor when other wolves did, like it was nothing out of the ordinary.

Mirael even glanced at me, a victorious glint in her eyes, daring me to react.

Some of the wolves finally spotted me, their shock expressions revealing everything.

All of them knew.

All of themjust not me.

As soon as the runestone lift door opened to the top floor, I already slipped away. I tossed the stew container into the nearest trash can and went straight to the Registry to begin erasing my existence.

So facing Aldric now, a place that once felt like safety but now reeked of another she-wolf, my emotions roared through me.

The heartache and disappointment cut so deep that my tears slipped down before I could force out a word.

Since I offered no reply, he loosened his grasp, his forehead creasing at the sight of my tears.

Whats going on? he asked in a soft, almost frantic voice. Did someone hurt you?

I swallowed, forcing the truth not to slip out of my mouth. No Im fine. I just lost track of time reading a lore book at the moonbrew den, so heartbroken and sorrow and I got carried away.

His face softened with relief as he lowered himself to me, his cheek brushing minewarmth and concern seemed to mock the painful truth I had in my life.

"Please stop reading such sad lore books, okay?" He whispered. I told you I would make you the happiest Luna in the world.

His words, once sweet, then felt hollow.

To outsiders, my life in the Wolfpine Forest appeared perfect.

Bonded to the heir of a powerful bloodline, lived in a grand manor, adored by a mate who seemed devoted.

Yet perfection shattered easily, especially when a third wolf forces herself into a bond meant only for two.

So I chose to step back. I would let Aldric have his newfound joy with another she-wolf, even if doing so meant wiping myself from his world.

Saying goodbye to the luxury I had lived in for the past four cycles was simple.

The most agony was sharing a den with a mate who no longer loved me and already planned his life with another.

"The misery you read in those lore books are just fantasy. He added. "But the joy in our life is."

If only you knew, Aldric ....

The heartache and sorrow consuming me was not fantasy. It was painfully, devastatingly real till it suffocated me more than any tragic story ever could.

Freedom from Aldric remained a distant dream. I still had to endure another week tied to this bond, another week forced to play the Luna he still imagined to be.

We, once again, spent another night lying in the same bed, yet the warmth once used to feel like a moon-given blessing now felt hollow.

His touch no longer soothed meit made my skin stiffen, haunted by the memory of those same hands tracing another she-wolfs body.

The sleepiness did not overtake me. My mind kept replying the moment in the runestone lift, the effortless intimacy between him and Mirael and the unsettling calm of the pack wolves around them, as if their affair had been a rumor carried on the wind long before I saw it with my own eyes.

When dawns light filtered through the manor windows, Aldric woke me the same way he always did lifting me effortlessly into his arms and carrying me to the bathing chamber, insisting we wash together beneath the enchanted hot-spring waters.

The routine once made me feel cherished, but now only left me nauseated.

I wondered, had he shared this routine with her, too? Whispered the same promises? Lay the same tender touch over her?

Aldric, blind to the way I had withdrawn, waved off my silence.

He had spent cycles pursuing me, ever since those first days when I refused to let him close.

In his eyes, my silence meant nothing more than another challenge to win me back. However, in mine, the bond had already rotted beyond repair.

Even our morning meals, once a quiet comfort, now felt stifling. Every smile looked practiced and every kiss tasted of deceit.

Soon after, he left for his Alpha duties and my crystal communicator vibrated a reminder from the healers den about my appointment.

It might be the last time I ever visit to that place.

I brought a box of moon-glazed pastries for the pack healers who had supported me for cycles.

They had worked tirelessly to help me conceive, but now I no longer wanted this pup tied to a mate who had given his heart to another.

You never forget us, Luna Wolfsbane, the healer said with a warm smile as she took the treats.

I gave a faint nod. Its nothing.

Just as I turned to find a place to sit in the waiting cavern, my breath stopped. I spotted them Aldric and Mirael.

The two of them stepped out of the birthing chamber together. Aldrics hand resting protectively over her still-flat belly.

Mirael held a moon-blessed scroll, her name written across the etched cover.

I froze, a thousand questions racing through my mind. "Their cub? How? When?"

The irony was bitter. Aldric, the one who first brought me to this healer, now stood here with his mistress, as if I had never discovered it.

So even the healer knows, I whispered, bitterness curling in my chest. The pain struck deep, like a dozen silver claws.

Did his entire bloodline know, too?

Standing alone in the corridor, I wondered just how deep their deception ran. The Wolfsbane Clan, was the one who had brought Aldric into my life, yet even they had turned a blind eye.

I had never expected to be part of a powerful Alpha clan, the Wolfsbanes. I had simply been a young she-wolf fresh from the academy, training at the Wolfsbane Alliance to save moon-credits for my dream of becoming a beauty tale-teller.

I needed the moon-credits to support my tools, so I devoted myself entirely to my tasks, avoiding pack disputes.

But the Moon Goddess never let things stay simple.

On my first day, I found myself alone in the runestone lift with an elderly wolf who looked unwell. His right hand pressed against his chest and his left gripped his carved walking stick.

Elder, are feeling unwell? I asked quietly.

Before he could give me an answer, he collapsed. Panic shot through me as I hit the emergency rune and knelt beside him, performing the life-breath technique I had learned.

The basic life-breath technique I had learned from academy became a lifesaver. when the healers finally arrived, they told me my swift actions were the reason the elder still drew breath.

Only then was his identity revealed to me Elder Kaizen Wolfsbane, the revered patriarch who established the entire Wolfsbane Alliance.

That single incident turned my quiet training into a storm of pack eyes and whispered praise. The Wolfsbane clan thanked me endlessly, but no one was more fervent, more constant, than Aldric.

His pursuit was relentless, like a wolf who had already chosen his mate.

At first, his attention felt more like pressure than affection. He took over burdensome duties, escorted me back through the moonlit woods in late hours and kept sending gifts to my den despite my repeated attempts to decline.

When my body gave in to exhaustion, Aldric appeared at my den, lifted me effortlessly and carried me straight to the healer's den.

I tried to stop him. Alpha Wolfsbane, please. I didnt save your elder for a reward or attention in return. I just simply did the right thing to do.

His words caught me off guard. You think thats the reason I'm pursuing you? No, he said, in a low yet firm voice low, his golden irises locked onto mine.

I furrowed my brows, confused and dazed. "I've seen you longer than you think." He, then, went on. "Back, in my last cycle at the academy, I saw you in the training court, but I never had the courage to talk to you and then, when you joined our alliance it felt like fate giving me a second chance.

But . I faltered, with his words.

You dont have to fear how my family sees you. He cut in with a calm and gentle voice. Theyve already given their blessing. If you wished, we could complete the mating vows this very moment.

I refused, trying to think clear-sighted. No thats wouldnt be appropriate, Alpha Wolfsbane. We havent had time to truly know each other.

He offered a calm, earnest smile. Then let me earn your trust. Two cycleslet the Moon Goddess witness my efforts. When I return with a formal pledge, you can decide whether Im worthy or not. Until then, allow me to get close to you.

Sensing the determination and honesty in his promise, I did not hesitate to nod.

For the first time, I felt cherished in a way I had only dreamed of beneath the silver glow of the moon.

Even so, doubt still lingered in me. I had grown up witnessing mates tear each other apart, leaving nothing behind but scars and sorrow.

However, those two cycles were enough to make me believe that perhapsjust perhapshe was the fated one the Moon Goddess had chosen for me.

So, I said yes.

Our mating ceremony was everything he vowedgrand, magical, every eye fixed on us with awe and envy. He even claimed an entire moon-tower and inscribed in my name Fortune Seraphina.

The vows spread across territories and wolves I had never met praised me for living the perfect Luna life.

Yet they never saw the sacrifices buried beneath that perfection.

To protect his clans privacy, Aldric urged me to give up my dream of becoming a beauty tale-teller. He would not allow our daily life to appear in public except during official events.

I felt disheartened, at first, yet I convinced myself that his wishes were ultimately for the best.

Who would have thought I was wrong.

Back to the healers den, Miraels eyes met mine for a heartbeat and rather than acknowledge me, she curled her lips in a proud, mocking smile.

Is she mocking me?

The moment Aldric drifted his gaze toward me, Mirael smoothly diverted his gaze, slipping away in the opposite direction. That sly she-wolf knew exactly how to play her part.

Seeing them together was unbearableyet still not as devastating as the first time I caught them in the runestone lift.

I left the healers den and returned to the manor, heading straight to the wardrobe chamber to sort through my belongings.

As I packed, a bitter regret washed over me. I should have spent the day preparing for my departure, not seeking clarity at the den. But perhaps the fate had intended for me to witness how deep their betrayal had gone.

My eyes drifted to the portrait from our mating ceremony. My body stiffened and a cold, familiar bitterness spread through my heart.

Four cycles ago, I thought we were happy and blessed, but it took a handful of cycles for our world to fall apart.

I found myself crying as I sorted my belongings. Every item held a memory of the life I once shared with Aldric, a blend of joy and ache, so I chose to sell them.

After all, I had brought almost nothing when I first stepped into this manor. The lunar adornments, the fine furs, the moon-silk gowns, even the ornate dcorgifts from Aldric. Tokens of an affection that had conditions I never saw.

I placed the items, one by one, into the boxes and sometimes paused whenever the memories threatened to drown me.

Once I finished sorting them out, I delivered the boxes to the mirror-market and returned to the hearth bench to rest.

With nothing better to do, I traced through the social-mirror, switched to my second identity and searched for Mirael.

I paused, then released my touch.

Her image blinked into the screen and sure, a new tracetracked two hours ago.

I froze as I glimpsed it.

The runes meaning slammed against me like a wolfs bite. [Our bond is whole now A.M.]

The bloodbond image left no questionshe had marked it with their initials, staking her claim, Aldric belonged to her.

It wasnt enough for her to sneak around in the shadows, she wanted the whole world to witness her triumph. Rage surged through me, I nearly smashed my crystal communicator at the wall. But before I could move, the door burst open.

Aldric stormed in, a mix of confusion and annoyance etched across his face.

Seraphina, explain yourself, why do I see your stuff displayed on the mirror-market?

Ah, just a moment ago, he already noticed.

His giftsrare, custom and one-and-only for mewere unmistakable.

A cycle ago, to celebrate our first mating anniversary, he had even transferred me shares in a moon-infused beauty collection, insisting it was a way to keep me tied to the industry since he refused to let me become a beauty tale-teller.

You dont need to tell and suggest moon-infused beauty collection to other if you can own the collection itself, he said proudly.

Too bad, Aldric never grasped what I truly craved. It was not shares, not popularityjust a freedom to follow my own path.

So I answered in an icy tone, I no longer need them.

Enough joking, Seraphina, he growled, his Alpha authority cracking through his tone. Sell a single one more time and youll get nothing else from me. Do you know the blood, sweat and teeth I took to collect these? By tomorrow, theyll be back in your denhandle them.

I stifled a laugh at the foolishness. He had hunted down every single item, believing the issue was their valuenot the truth between us.

Before I could respond, Aldric strode across the chamber and effortlessly swept me onto his lap. His playful energy clashed harshly with my simmering pain.

So, tell me, why are you behaving like this? Are you still sulking about me forgetting your birthmoon last cycle? he asked, gently brushing a loose strand from my face.

The first time in six cycles he had forgotten something important. It was when he had been in the Hawaian Isle with Miraelopening a new lodgewild and, as I later learned, making a cub.

Im not sulking, I responded, but he silenced me with a finger against my lips.

Hush I know Ive failed you, he whispered, his warmth brushing against me. But today, Ive prepared a surprise for you. Im sure youll adore itcan you guess what?

I huffed and drifted my gaze away, already bored of his trick. "Another moon-infused beauty collection, I guess?"

He chuckled, not the least bit bothered with my disinterest. Smart guess, but no. Pack upwere going to pick it up."

Before I could give him a response, he swept me off my feet and carried me toward the wardrobe chamberonly to freeze as soon as he saw my packed luggage.

Wow, mate, youve outdone yourself! Youve already packed for the trip? Ill get the Omega to pack my stuff too. Lets head to the skyport.

I released a long, hollow breath. My patience ran out because of his ignorance or maybe his indifference, even seeing my already packed luggage, he assumed it was for his surprise.

Still cradling me like some overconfident newly-mate, ignoring my half-hearted protests.

I swallowed the truth, as if no point to say a single word. So, I would accept it as my final trip as Seraphina Wolfsbane and I would not let him ruin that last fragment of control.

Curious and no clue about what we were heading to, I gazed out the window of the private skycraft. But my thoughts broke when Aldric slid closer, his hand roaming with unmistakable intent.

We havent enjoyed ourselves in the sky for a long time, he growled softly against my ear.

I was sick of hearing his sweet, yet disgusting words.

How many times had he whispered that same tone, that same line to Mariel?

Im not in the mood for this, Aldric. I muttered, pushing away his attempt to nuzzle my neck.

He crossed his arms, the spark of displeasure passed across his features before he covered it with a gentler voice. So you sulking, he whispered. Trust me this time youll actually like it.

Since I gave no response, he simply brushed his fingers over my head and let the topic set aside, for now.

As soon as our skycraft landed, Aldric revealed his so-called plan to fix about forgetting my birth-moon a trip to Celestdawn Crest, the territory of loverwhere our first trip as a mate felt magical.

Come, he beckoned, warmth in his voice. The evening meal awaits us at Mooncrest Tower.

I once adored Celestdawn Crest. It was the first territory I explored beyond our territory, the Wolfpine Forest and Aldric had made the trip feel like a dream with moonlit walks and wolf-run nights.

But now, going back to the territory of lover only deepen my heartache. I couldnt feel the magical and romance as I knew the truth.

Even as the meal was served, I couldnt bring myself to eat. I only moved the food around, lost in my thoughts.

You always love moon-seared tuna, Aldric muttered with a small frown. Is it not to your liking now?

Im not hungry, I answered, expressionless.

He moved closer, his eyes gleamed with excitement. Then, lets go, Im sure youll love this.

He led me to a high-end couture cavern.

A pack manager and a keeper welcomed us and when the keeper handed me a scroll and Aldric could barely contain his excitement.

Mate, I bought you the entire moon-couture collection for you, hurry and mark it.

I scribbled my name without glancing at him.

The one in charge of moon-couture collection have talked to me and reserved exclusive designs to your aura. He added.

Just as I placed my mark, I responded to him, in an icy and indifference tone, Alright. Thanks

Then, the pack manager urged us to see their collection inside and the keeper immediately displayed the items Aldric had chosen.

I stood close to him and said in a low voice, Aldric, stop giving me gifts, especially such expensive and luxurious one.

Shock and confusion flickered across his face. Seraphina, you mean everything to me. Ill spend every day doing whatever it takes to your happiness for cycles for as long as I breathe.

Oh, Aldric .

If only you knew, no more cycles for us, not anymore.

Just pick your favorites, he said suddenly, breaking into my thoughts. Ill be waiting in the fitting chamber, okay?

No need my response, he took out his crystal communicator as he walked away.

I let out a long sigh and turned to the keeper. Thats all. Thank you, I said.

I dragged myself to the fitting chamber and tried on a few pieces in haste.

Even when Aldric showered me with compliments, I gave him only a flat, indifference stare.

However, he didnt notice too caught up in his crystal communicator as messages kept flashing.

Im done, I said, forcing to draw his attention away from the crystal communicator.

He hurriedly put his crystal communicator away and gave me a startled look. Thats all? Thats unlike you. You look flawless in everything you try on. Just take them allchange every piece every hour if you want.

The pack manager, whod been observing our interaction, finally spoke up with open admiration, Alpha Wolfsbane, youre really the ideal mate. Ive never seen any wolf cherish his Luna the way you do. No wonder you become the formidable young leader.

Aldric smiled with his Alpha charm, returning the praise. Its thanks to the quality of your collection. And, well my stunning Luna has a way of elevating everything she touches.

Wolves whispered around us, swooning like it was a romance tale.

I bit back the urge to snap, Trust me, this isnt some romance tale!

Im tired, I said. Lets go back to the Mooncrest Tower.

Aldric wrapped up quickly. Send everything to my pack manor. My Beta will handle the payment.

Sure, Alpha Wolfsbane, have a nice day, the pack manager responded with pleasure.

As we headed to the Mooncrest Tower, my mind kept racing, ever since Mirael Ashmoon became his Beta, shes been managing his spending for moon. How much has she spent for herself under the disguise of professionalisms?

When Aldric stepped into the shower, I seized my moment. I grabbed his crystal communicator and scrolled through his financial logs.

And there it was.

The trip to the Hawaian Isle with Mirael wasnt simply for a new lodgewild. Aldric had bought her an isle.

An entire isle.

And the most hurtful part, he named the isle after her, Lovely Mirael just like when he bought me a moon-tower and inscribed in my name.

Driven by a creeping urge, I explored his crystal gallery and found countless intimate shots of them neatly archived. A wildfire surged through my chest.

Aldric, who once claimed he couldnt bear having unknown she-wolves near him, always insisted on hiring male Beta.

I should have questioned when his old Beta resigned and Mirael appeared from nowhere to replace him.

I never thought a third wolf would end us.

I never imagined a rogue she-wolf would be the reason our bond shattered. Yet here I stood. Aldric had made his choice and now I had to make mine.

I transferred every damning piece of evidence to my own crystal communicator and backed it up in a locked archive, even Miraels social-mirror traces hinting their affair included. She tried to hide it, but the truth lingered in every line.

Just as I finished, Aldric stepped out of the bathroom, his hair damp, a knitted-towel around his shoulders. He caught sight of my expressionmy barely contained disgustand mistook it for something playful, smirking like he understood nothing.

See yourself, mate, he murmured, his wolf golden eyes gleaming. After having what you wished, you appear eager for my touch.

I forced a smile, stepping closer. Everything I have is for you, my Alpha.

I let my thin cloth fall as desire flared in his golden eyes.

But despite the intimate, my mind wandered.

I kept seeing Mirael in my place.

Did she feel the same thrill?

Did she melt under his touch the way I used to?

What had driven him to turn his back on me?

Were the promises he made six cycles ago nothing but a lie?

Or had he simply tired of the she-wolf he finally won, chasing after a fresher, more thrilling one?

Those thoughts haunted me even as Aldric whispered against my ear, Thank you, little wolf, you make me feel alive again.

When he finally fell asleep, I slipped from the bed, washed away his scent from my skin and stepped onto the balcony.

The Celestdawn Crest night sky, once felt enchanted to me, turned into a taunting snarl that nighta bitter reminder of the evidence I had dug up.

A low murmur slipped out of me. Just days until our fourth mating anniversary. Such a fine offering youve given me, Aldric. Dont worryIll repay you.

***

The next morning, we returned to the Wolfpine Forest earlier than plannedAldric claimed the pack needed him back.

Over the morning meal on the skycraft, I made up my mind to test him.

Mate, I said casually, cutting into my moon-baked pastry, What do you think of the male lead in the lore-book Im reading?

He betrayed his mate even though he once adored her. Theyd shared a den since their pup days, but another she-wolf appeared and I guess her fire tempted him.

Aldric huffed out a laugh. Thats the weakest excuse Ive ever heard.

Seraphina, youve always been the she-wolf who made me work the hardest to win you over. Think back how many times you turn me down six cycles ago, till you say yes.

I clenched the moonsteel knife harder, wishing it cutting into something other than my moon-baked pastry.

Right, I said, pulling a smile over my fangs. You chased me so hard back then. I cant picture you doing what that male lead did.

Aldric swallowed hard, sensing something beneath my tone, then pinched a bit of pastry from my moonsteel plate and stuffed it into my mouth.

Mate, stop imagining such foolish things. Id never betray you, he murmured, brushing away a smear of jam with his thumbthen licking it the way he always had.

It struck me like a claw to the chest, how many she-wolves had melted under that same teasing charm?

Such a smooth-tongued wolf, I growled under my breath.

Hm? What did you say? he asked, looking at me.

Oh, nothing. I was just wondering where they got this pastry, taste so good, I answered calmly.

Ill ask the attendant. You can have it every dawn if you want.

I kissed his cheek sweetly, acting to be the doting Luna. Youre so thoughtful.

To any outsider, we appeared the ideal mated wolvesAldric, the charming Alpha and me, his loyal Luna.

But that harmony was only a mask and even the most perfect Alphas could betray his mate.

At the skyport, Aldric said he had urgent matter and rushed to the pack alliance.

But secretly I followed him and saw him slip into the parking grounds where Mirael waited in a dark carriage.

They exchanged a close, intimate kiss before riding off together.

I didnt waste a heartbeatI headed straight to the moon tribunal to have the severance scroll prepared.

I sought neither his wealth nor his territories, nor the privileges of his bloodline. The scroll itself plainly marked me as the injured party of his infidelity.

This will be my gift for both our anniversary and our goodbye, I whispered, my written-name marking the end of the life I once cherished.

Thus, I spent my time in a peaceful moonbrew den, choosing not to set foot in the manor after we returned from Celestdawn Crest.

The idea of returning to that den, once filled with our memories and then with his betrayal, was more than I could bear.

Still, as dusk settled, Aldric called, his voice a blend of confusion and concern.

Where are you? The butler said you havent come back since this morning. And when the driver reached the skyport, he said youd already gone.

I kept my voice light, smoothing over the irritation coiling beneath my ribs. Oh, I went shopping with a friend. Sorry, I forgot to tell you. Shes the one who picked me up at the skyport.

There was a pause on the line before Aldric let out a low chuckle. So thats it. You must not have been satisfied with the shopping in Celestdwan Crest last night. No wonder you only picked a few pieces.

No, I answered, keeping my tone warm and even. The pieces in Celestdwan Crest were beautiful. I just found some lunar ornaments to go with them.

"I see. It's a good timing then, I want to take you to my inner packmates' evening gathering," he said, his voice warm and cheerful as if everything in our lives was picture-perfect, "Go back to the manor now, I've sent someone to get your dress and hair ready."

Alright, I answered simply.

Even though I agreed, a heaviness coiled in my chest. None of Anthonys packmates ever cared for me. No matter how hard I tried to be polite and respectful, I could always feel their hostility simmering beneath the surface.

In their eyes, I was merely an ordinary outsider who had somehow been the Luna of Aldric Wolfsbane. Their envy was thinly veiledsome wolves didnt bother veiling it at all, dressing their insults as humor.

Even worse, I knew some of them were actively pushing other she-wolves toward him.

Was Mirael one of them? I asked myself bitterly.

And it didnt take long before the truth revealed.

As soon as I arrived at the evening gathering, the truth hit instantly.

Every one of Aldric's packmates already knew Mirael well. Their easy chatter about her running late because of the crowd on the northern trail told me everything.

They were too casual, too close to her, how to exchanging glances, chattering and laughing as if she had long been part of them.

It struck me like a claw across the faceevery one of them knew about his affair.

I fixed my gaze on him, my jaw clenched, my voice gentle but carrying the unmistakable bite beneath.

"So ... Mirael is part of your packmates too, Aldric?"

Aldric's eyes flickered at my question. "She ...."

Yet one of his packmates cut in before he could explain, chuckling. "No, no, she's my packmates? But hey, if shes running with our pack tonight, were all packmates, right?

To be honest, Im the one who brought her to Aldric after his helper resigned. She added proudly. She trained in administrative field, so its a good fit.

Exactly, another packmates chimed in, elbowing Aldric casually. Must be nice having a helper youre already familiar with, huh, Aldric?

I caught the blush flicker across Aldrics face, but kept my own expression composed.

Oh, I see, so shes a she-wolf you place your confidence in, I replied with a mild smile.

The pack broke into howls of laughter, treating me like a clueless outsider.

Just then, the curtain dragged open and a voice rang out. "Here comes our Mirael!"

Mirael swept in, her laughter echoing through the cavern as she greeted the pack.

She moved like the favored wolf of the night, basking in every admiring gaze.

As she mingled, she boasted loudly about her pregnancy tracing her stomach with exaggerated pride as the crowd showered her with praise.

I tilted closer to Aldric and murmured, So whos her mate? Last I checked, your condition for hiring a helper beside you was staying unmated for five cycles. Mirael has only served you for a few lunar cycles.

Aldric cleared his throat. "Well, I ... revised the condition. I didnt want to lose another helper just because they wanted to get mating.

Oh, really? So she's already officially mated then? I replied lightly, each word a quiet strike.

She . Aldric stammered, eyes darting as he searched for an excuse.

Before he could gather whatever excuses he was scrambling for, Mirael approached, tail-high confidence radiating off her, her smile bright and entirely too pleased.

Oh wow, you must be Luna Wolfsbane! Ive been a huge admirer for ages. She gushed brightly.

Not giving me a heartbeat to respond, Mirael slid into the seat next to me, her voice bubbling with forced enthusiasm.

You know, everyone at the alliance keeps howling about how you and Alpha Aldric first crossed paths. Such a fated love story! Truly romantic.

As Mirael edged closer, Aldric grew tense, pretending to mingle with the rest of the pack instead of facing me.

Once she realized Aldrics attention had drifted away, her voice dropped into a hushed, conspiratorial murmur.

You know, I used to get so envy of your love story. I mean, who wouldnt want a mate like yours? But guess whatmy dream finally came true!

She giggled lightly, tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear as if she thought the gesture made her irresistible.

Oh? Is that so? I replied coolly, barely restraining the growl beneath my words.

Mirael leaned in, speaking in a hushed tone like we were pack-sisters whispering forbidden secrets.

Yeah its hush-hush, but hes just as handsome as your mate.

Her boldness made my blood burn, but I didnt give her the satisfaction of seeing it. I kept my expression perfectly calm and unreadable.

Anyway. She chimed in. Can I follow your social-mirror? We should hang out sometime, maybe get some moon-spa treatments together!

I passed her my username without fuss. Sure, I replied.

Once she added me, she hooked her arm around mine like we had grown up howling together, rambling about her mate who gave her a manor, a business and even an isle.

She had no idea that her loose tongue was giving me exactly the proof I needed to strengthen my unmating case.

At last, I seized a pause in her chatter and cut off with a courteous smile. Pardon me, I need a moment to go to toilet-wood.

Miraels eyes gleamed. Oh, great! I need to go toolets go together.

I let her follow, though unwillingly.

As we reached the toilet-wood entrance, Mirael dropped her knitted-pouch and her stuffs scattered on the ground.

Among the scattered stuffs lay an ultrasound scroll. She crouched to gather them and shot me a triumphant smile.

"Oops, you caught a peek my pup, right? Yes, I carry Aldric's pup."

I felt it in my bonesher smugness was meant to sting, to taunt me once more.

However, I refused to take the bait and simply stepped into the chamber.

When I stepped out, Mirael was already at the basin, her voice dripping with false sweetness.

You are lucky to be mated to Aldric, the ever-romantic Alpha, she purred, like two young she-wolves gossiping. But alas, you cannot satisfy him. He told me that touching me is far more satisfying than anything you could give him.

Oh, didnt you see us in the runestone lift before? Thats our usual habit, so dont be surprising if you see more about us.

And didnt you in healers den too, before? Or did I get it wrong? We were there checking our pup, a moon along already.

She leaned in, her voice dropping to a mockery. One things certain, I will be his Luna soon. So, shall I call you Seraphina, rather than Luna Wolfsbane?

Her mockery sent a surge of fury through me, but I forced myself to stay calm, gripping my knitted-bag as I stayed in the chamber.

When I stepped out, she was already gone. I rushed to the basin, washing my hands in a fury.

If she appeared in front of me again, I swore I would rip her by the hair before she even blinked.

But when I stepped back into the gathering, my fur bristled.

I paused at the threshold, staring at the sight before me. It reeked of betrayal and shamelessnesstruly sickening.

Mirael curled on Aldric's lap, lay her arm around his neck, laughing mischievously.

I clenched my claws, fury thrumming through my veins. She had no shame and Aldric ... took any opportunity to get closer to her when I was not near, forgetting I could return at any time.

Aldrics attention was locked on Mirael, completely blind to my presence in the doorway.

A few packmates glanced my way, their gazes flickering with awkwardnessor barely hidden disregard.

The packmates ignored me, choosing instead to urge Adric, pushing him to flaunt his bond with Mirael. "Come on, Aldric, show us your joy with Mirael!" one called out, laughter ringing through the cavern like a chorus of hounds mocking the lone wolf.

Fueled by moonwine, Aldric yielded, dragging Mirael closer as the intimacy escalated.

The pack erupted in cheers and laughter, their delight twisting in my heart like sharpened claws.

It was unbearablemy heart shattered.

These were the same packmates who had never honored my bond with Aldric, even after our mating ceremony.

Yet now they howled in celebration of his betrayal with Mirael, treating her as if she were the true mate by his side.

My heart shattered into a thousand pieces, but I turned away from the pack's revelry and left the cavern behind

Have a splendid night, Aldric, I whispered, cold as a winter moon.

Outside, the rain fell on me relentlessly, soaking my whole body.

It mirrored the turmoil in my chest. I did not call a mooncharriot and ran into the rain, letting it conceal the tears falling on my face.

Mascara and eyeliner ran in wild streaks down my face, mingling with the rain. My hair stuck to my skin, my moon-dress soaked throughbut I did not care.

I looked like a creature untamed, crying, drenched, disheveled. The rain became my shield, letting me release my fury, grief and despair.

Soon after, a message notification popped up in my crystal communicator.

[Aldric: Where did you go?]

[Me: Heading home. Not feeling well. Enjoy the gatheringdont mind me.]

[Aldric: Alright, have a good rest, then. Ill come home late, so call if you need anything.]

I was too lazy to give him a reply again. I already knew the reason behind his excuse to be late.

As soon as I reached our manor, I drew a hot bath and slid into the water as if it could cleanse my mind.

The warmth wrapped around me, but my bodypushed past its limits by heartbreak and being drenched for hoursfinally gave out.

I must have collapsed in the tub. When I finally woke, an IV drip hung from my wrist and I lay tangled in healers den. Aldric hovered nearby, concern etched across his face.

And as if fate enjoyed mocking me, Mirael was there too.

I flickered, thinking I was hallucinatingno, she was truly there, sitting like some polite visitor, mocking everything I had endured.

Aldric noticed me waking and clutched my hand. Youre awake? he asked, voice thick with concern.

I glanced at him coldly and smirked, Now, youre worried?

His brows drew together as he tightened his grip. You collapsed through the whole night and woke at 9 this morningdo you know how terrified I was?

You said you werent feeling well. Why didnt you alarm me it was this serious? I wouldve brought you here immediately.

His words rolled over me, leaving no space for reply. Mirael, lounging close by, only flicked her eyes in annoyance but stayed silent. The affection Aldric once lavished on menow meant nothing than an act.

I jerked my hand away. Youre gripping too tightly. The IV pricked me.

He leapt up, worry etched across his face. Im sorry! Ill get the healer to check on you."

He glanced at Mirael. Please watch over Seraphina for a moment for me.

Miraels voice dripped sweetness. Of course, Alpha Wolfsbane.

As soon as he left, I turned my face to the side, refusing to look at her. Mirael, surprisingly, stayed silent, simply sitting beside the bed.

Perhaps she sensed the importance of keeping up her facade in public.

Just then, a notification appeared on my crystal communicator on the stone-table beside the bed. The crossing permit to the Lunebright Valley had been approved. Mirael, her eyes sharp as ever, caught it in an instant.

"Well," she said, her tone casual but sharp, "You don't need a crossing permit to go on holiday in the Lunebright Valley, actually, or do you intend to stay in the territory permanently?"

I snatched my crystal communicator from the stone-table. "Mind your own business," I snapped.

Before she could react, Aldric returned with the healer and I hurriedly hid my crystal communicator away.

After a brief check, the healer said I could be discharged tomorrow if my fever continued to drop.

The morning meal came soon after and Aldricever overbearinginsisted on feeding me.

"I can do it myself," I said, my tone firm.

Ah, are you shy because Miraels here? He teased, clueless as ever.

Mirael, the cunning wolf, offered a courteous smile. Ah, sure, I shouldnt interfere you. I'll excuse myself then and take care your duties today, Alpha Wolfsbane.

"Good." He nodded in response. "Ensure everything runs smoothly, Mirael."

She slung her knitted-bag over her shoulder and gave me a sweet, insincere smile. "Recover soon, Luna Wolfsbane." She, with that, stepped out, her exit executed with the same practiced cunning as her entrance.

As the door clicked shut, I fought the instinctive urge to bare my fangs at Aldric.

I already found the truththey had been together when the maid called him about my condition and he hadnt left her side.

A helper accompanying her Alpha might look normal to outsiders, but I knew better.

The two of them could deceive the world, but not me.

Aldric, clueless to the tension creeping under my skin, continued feeding me. I planned a trip for our anniversary, he said, trying to sound concern. But with you still healing we might have to push it back.

So, he did remember our moon-bond day. How amusingly ironic.

I let a faint smile cover the disgust coiling inside me. Its fine. A gift is enough. We can have a trip another time.

Great. Ill make it something magnificent, he said, proud of himself.

I nodded, keeping my voice low. Ill have something for you as well.

His eyes brightened instantly, excitement sparking like a pup promised a new toy. Really? I cant wait to see it!

He yawned and I asked him, Did you stay up the whole night?

Im fine. Im used to stay up to handle my task.

No, noyou need rest. Go and sleep after the meal. Ill be fine. I urged.

He hesitated, then nodded. Then, Ill nap on the sofa.

A moments later, he was soundly asleep.

I took a peek and ensured he was deeply asleep, then reached for his crystal communicator. The more proof I had, the faster I could end this bond.

Just as I unlocked it, both our crystal communicators buzzed at the same time.

My heart was beating so fast.

So, I hurriedly peeked at him, hoping him not to wake up. And as if hope was on my side, it seemed his tiredness made him fall into a deep sleep.

I checked his crystal communicator first.

Mirael texted him. [You owe me, since we didnt get to enjoy our time last night.]

Below her message, she attached the scenic images of Silverhaze Plains.

[Mirael: When I was swiping my social-mirror, Silverhaze Plains kept showing up on my feeds. I think its a sign we have to go there. You said you wanted to celebrate my moon-blessed, right? How about a pupmoon in Silverhaze Plains tomorrow?]

When she was waiting for him to reply, she sent another messagean image of herself pouting.

[Mirael: Please? Our little pup will love it too.]

Her cunning and seductive tricks make me sick, So disgusting. I let out a long sigh.

Before scrolling up their chat, I checked my own crystal communicator.

Mirael had sent me a few provocative messages.

[Mirael: You pretended to fall ill just to stop me from spending the whole night with Aldric, right? I didnt expect you to be this sly after I told you about our bond.]

And below the message, she also attached some images of her with Aldric, including the image Aldric was sleeping next to her, shirtless.

[Mirael: See, our relationship has already gone this far, Seraphina. You cant do anything anymore. Im carrying his pup, so I hope you accept it and stop causing trouble.]

Soon, she sent another threatening message. [Mirael: Were leaving for Silverhaze Plains tomorrow. Dont try to interfere, or Ill release proof of our affair to the entire pack.]

She threatened me? Such a brave and arrogant she-wolf!

Her arrogance sliced through me like claws, but I didnt give her the satisfaction of seeing me in a rage. I gave her a short reply. [Just go.]

As soon as the message sent, her name flashed on Aldrics crystal communicator, a call coming in an instant. I felt disgust, but I kept myself to remain calm.

I quickly locked his crystal communicator and patted to wake him up.

Aldric, your crystal communicator is ringing, I said calmly, Maybe something urgent from the pack alliance.

He woke up, rubbing his eyes before taking the call. Within seconds, his posture stiffened, his tone sharpening with alertness.

I have to go, he said abruptly, grabbing his cloak.

I looked at him with a calm expression.

Just go, I respondedechoing the exact words I had sent Mirael.

He hesitated for a while, then leaned down to kiss my forehead.

Please make sure you have a good rest and take your medicine. He reminded before stepping out the chamber in a hurry.

When the door clicked shut, I finally released the breath I had been holding.

The empty space he left behind mirrored the hollowness of our bond.

At night, as expected, Aldric didnt come back to the healers den. Instead, a message notification appeared on my crystal communicator.

[Aldric: Seraphina, I have an unexpected business trip to Silverhaze Plains. Ill have the maid bring you to the manor from the healers den tomorrow. Take care. I promise Ill bring the finest anniversary gift.]

A bitter smile tugged at my lips. The finest gift? He said.

Sure, he gave me the finest gift ever compared to the one in past cycles, so finest till shocking me to the core.

A moments later, another message appeared, my request to erase my identity from the Moon Registry had been approved. My new identity was ready.

Such a perfect timing. While Aldric and Mirael flew off together to celebrate their affair, I would erase myself from his world completely.

***

The next morning, I didnt waste time. My body was still weak from the fever, but my determination fueled me. I prepared everything carefully.

This time, instead of selling my stuffs, I donated them to an auction helping victims of pack-territory disasters. It felt symbolicturning the ruins of my life with Aldric into something good and valuable for other wolves.

Among my stuffs, I prepared an exceptional gift for Aldric, a glossy, luxurious box holding the credit sigils he had given me, the rune-key to the luxury wolf-carriage and the bond severance scroll I had marked.

On top, I placed a handwritten note: [I hope you find joy with your new Luna.]

I left the box in his study chamber, knowing he would eventually find it.

However, what I didnt expect was the nonstop buzzing of my crystal communicator throughout the day.

Notification after notification appeared on the screenMirael clearly had no intention of letting me leave in peace.

She sent images one by one, images of her and Aldric in intimacy, shamelessly showed off to stab her claws deeper into my heart.

Each image was bolder than the last. A selfie image of them enjoying a private night meal, Mirael was curling in his arm, chuckling, while he was placing his hand on her bulging belly.

[Mirael: See, how happy we are now. This is why you should give up, Seraphina.]

Her messages kept comingtaunting, provocating but they no longer pierced me.

Instead, I calmly removed my moon-crystal card and tossed it into the wastebasket.

I didnt need it anymore.

I didnt need any thread tying me to Seraphina Greyclaw.

I took one last time looking at my social-mirror I had create over the years, then deleted them all with a few touches.

Goodbye, Seraphina Greyclaw, I whispered into the silent room, feeling sadness and relief at the same time.

I was no longer her.

I was Orelia Nightreaverstepping into a new chapter of life, free from the past.